so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight
if ever you should feel alone
baby call my name and i'll be right there
through the cold and the darkest storms
i'll be right on time
even though we're miles apart
i will hold you down just like a soldier
cos i'm yours and you stole my heart
love you got the key
is this love or am i dreaming
am i up or am i sleeping
yes i might be delusional
cos it feels so unusual
today i back to my hometown...n u r stil in kl...urgh..i miss u so much..i miss u badly....we juz separate 4 a few hours..i oledi started miss u badly..how if i go overseas study?? cant imagine wat i wil turn into... a monster tat super duper miss u?? lol.. hmmm... wil u be missing me also? remember to cover blanket sleep so that u wont get cold.. lets head to bed now... miss u =]
I did something i never ever did before..The feeling i donno how to describe..Is nice but i feel that im doing the wrong thing...i have the fear feeling..If i reli did d wrong thing..wil jesus forgive me? n take away my sin??Hmm...Actually i tink is better if we stay as wat we r..thr r always boundary..juz not cross tat boundary..if not..i tink i wil choose to leave...cuz tat is not call LOVE.. we don need some extra things to maintain our relationship...u get wat i mean??
Meet wit my long lost friend CHAI WEI SIAN.. Since how long we din meet up dy?lol..having a very nice date today..Three of us - me,cws n kiwi go haagen daaz for ice-cream..we 3 order 1 plate ice cream n share..hmm..kinda weird sharing ice-cream wit a guy..lol...after haagen daaz cute kiwi feel not satisfied n we decide to go baskin robin at jusco to have our second round..lol..eat ice-cream continously...fattening..lol..hope i din gain any weight..im so scare of fat...don care la..eat first...i love ice-cream too..wee <3
Both of us din talk to each other for d whole day.. U saw my status n kinda like reply me by posting ur own status..
Me : I chg my mind fast..don make me do tat..
You : Such emotional n act like a kid..can just tink before put on d conclusion.ruin the day..
Me : You have no right to judge ppl when u r also acting such a childish way.
that is our one n only one indirectly chat.. I don tink im d only gul wil get mad when get ignore..u tired u can sleep..bt at least let me noe..i waited for how many hours juz to get ur respond..bt at the end? end up i talking to myself.. u stil tink tat u have did nothing wrong.. bt 4 me.. is a mistake tat u leave me alone thr without giving me any respond..tis is d way u treat ur gul??hmm..now i noe how "gud" u treat ur lover...leaving her alone without caring her.. when u wake up at least u say a SORRY to me..everything wil be fine back..i juz dn feel nice when u leave me alone..u juz selfish n tink tat u din don anything wrong n said is ok tat i dont find u..FINE...if u ok wit it..then juz let it be..not d first time u treat me like tat n not d first time i get hurt..i should have get use to d style of how u treat ur lover..is me stupid expecting too much from u.. MY FAULT AGAIN..
Y do i always get ignore from u?? Am i reli so invisible to u??oh wow...i always hoping i have a superpower...thanks 4 letting me have it..i seriously don like ppl ignore me..is very rude to ignore ppl when they r talking to u..din u noe??? moreover ur my lover n u keep ignore me..how terrible is tat feeling..watever u busy wit i don mind..u juz tell me u gt things to busy n go do ur things..is better than u din say anything n left..n i like a carzy gul screaming 4 ur name n asking r u thr..how stupid is me...i reli reli HATE PPL IGNORE ME!!!! pls dont do tat again...i don wanna argue..pls la..
today should be a gud day bt not until d night..things change..I reli donno wat happen between us..how could a couple moody until like tis?when u r emo i try to make myself hapi by not letting ur emotion control my emotion..it wil be worst if i emo together wit u..tats is y i keep laughing n saying sweet things to u..bt u juz ignore me..tat hurts me..all these things happen is becuz my problem or urs?how come u keep show ur emotion to me??i already try to stand ur emotion..bt i have my own emotion n feeling too..i don wanna argue..i choose to keep quiet and stand ur bad emotion..I noe tat u r not tat love me..If i argue..u might leave me..i don wan tat kind of ending..I LOVE YOU..tats y i choose to let u show ur bad emotion on me n i juz keep quiet..bt do u noe how bad is my feeling? I have to make sure u r hapi bt i have to pretend im happy to make u hapi..bt im sad inside..all d things i did is juz to hope u wil stay wit me..am i leading myself to a wrong path?maybe my mind telling me d right things..im not d one u reli love..im juz a normal person to fill ur emptyness..at least i own u be4...donno which day until i cant stand n we juz split up..bt im not hoping tat day..i hope wat my mind thinking r juz rubbish..
