if you're gonna love me, love me deeply

if you're gonna break my heart, break it all
if you're gonna care, care for me completely
if you decide to not hold me, just let me fall
if you're gonna stay, stay forever
and if you want to leave, leave it today
if you're gonna change, change for the better
if you're gonna talk, mean what you say

Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The guys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, THEY'RE amazing. They just have to wait for the right guy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

I figured out why there are hearts broken on earth, 
it's because when someone likes someone else, 
the someone else doesn't like someone back. 
And then finally when someone else likes someone, 
someone has turned his back and gone for another someone else! 

So people...there is this sort of "advice" 
look...it's really nice loving someone, 
but NEVER ignore the person that LOVES YOU! 
because you don't get anything by loving someone else, 
but receiving love is one of th greatest things on earth. 
Never ignore or make fun of the person that loves you...
Because you will make yourself not worth loving, and not worth living for.
 
 

so i'll be with you like a shadow
cos you're the one i want, i really really want
baby cos i want you that close
cos your the one that's on my mind
i'll be right behind, holding you just like
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
you won't be lonely tonight

if ever you should feel alone
baby call my name and i'll be right there
through the cold and the darkest storms
i'll be right on time

even though we're miles apart
i will hold you down just like a soldier
cos i'm yours and you stole my heart
love you got the key
is this love or am i dreaming
am i up or am i sleeping
yes i might be delusional
cos it feels so unusual

today i back to my hometown...n u r stil in kl...urgh..i miss u so much..i miss u badly....we juz separate 4 a few hours..i oledi started miss u badly..how if i go overseas study?? cant imagine wat i wil turn into... a monster tat super duper miss u?? lol.. hmmm... wil u be missing me also? remember to cover blanket sleep so that u wont get cold.. lets head to bed now... miss u =]

I did something i never ever did before..The feeling i donno how to describe..Is nice but i feel that im doing the wrong thing...i have the fear feeling..If i reli did d wrong thing..wil jesus forgive me? n take away my sin??Hmm...Actually i tink is better if we stay as wat we r..thr r always boundary..juz not cross tat boundary..if not..i tink i wil choose to leave...cuz tat is not call LOVE.. we don need some extra things to maintain our relationship...u get wat i mean??

TRUST is a difficult gift to
give to someone.
When you give someone
your TRUST,
It's like taking a step into
darkness and hoping someone
will be there to guide you.
It's like letting yourself fall
backwards, and hoping someone
will be there to catch you.

It's like handing them your heart,
and saying,
"Please don't break this". . . !!!
 
 

After a while you learn the difference between 
holding a hand & falling in love. 
You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something, 
promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made 
..and sometimes goodbyes really are forever.
 
 

Meet wit my long lost friend CHAI WEI SIAN.. Since how long we din meet up dy?lol..having a very nice date today..Three of us - me,cws n kiwi go haagen daaz for ice-cream..we 3 order 1 plate ice cream n share..hmm..kinda weird sharing ice-cream wit a guy..lol...after haagen daaz cute kiwi feel not satisfied n we decide to go baskin robin at jusco to have our second round..lol..eat ice-cream continously...fattening..lol..hope i din gain any weight..im so scare of fat...don care la..eat first...i love ice-cream too..wee <3



Both of us din talk to each other for d whole day.. U saw my status n kinda like reply me by posting ur own status..

Me : I chg my mind fast..don make me do tat..
You : Such emotional n act like a kid..can just tink before put on d conclusion.ruin the day..
Me : You have no right to judge ppl when u r also acting such a childish way.

that is our one n only one indirectly chat.. I don tink im d only gul wil get mad when get ignore..u tired u can sleep..bt at least let me noe..i waited for how many hours juz to get ur respond..bt at the end? end up i talking to myself.. u stil tink tat u have did nothing wrong.. bt 4 me.. is a mistake tat u leave me alone thr without giving me any respond..tis is d way u treat ur gul??hmm..now i noe how "gud" u treat ur lover...leaving her alone without caring her.. when u wake up at least u say a SORRY to me..everything wil be fine back..i juz dn feel nice when u leave me alone..u juz selfish n tink tat u din don anything wrong n said is ok tat i dont find u..FINE...if u ok wit it..then juz let it be..not d first time u treat me like tat n not d first time i get hurt..i should have get use to d style of how u treat ur lover..is me stupid expecting too much from u.. MY FAULT AGAIN..


Y do i always get ignore from u?? Am i reli so invisible to u??oh wow...i always hoping i have a superpower...thanks 4 letting me have it..i seriously don like ppl ignore me..is very rude to ignore ppl when they r talking to u..din u noe??? moreover ur my lover n u keep ignore me..how terrible is tat feeling..watever u busy wit i don mind..u juz tell me u gt things to busy n go do ur things..is better than u din say anything n left..n i like a carzy gul screaming 4 ur name n asking r u thr..how stupid is me...i reli reli HATE PPL IGNORE ME!!!! pls dont do tat again...i don wanna argue..pls la..

today should be a gud day bt not until d night..things change..I reli donno wat happen between us..how could a couple moody until like tis?when u r emo i try to make myself hapi by not letting ur emotion control my emotion..it wil be worst if  i emo together wit u..tats is y i keep laughing n saying sweet things to u..bt u juz ignore me..tat hurts me..all these things happen is becuz my problem or urs?how come u keep show ur emotion to me??i already try to stand ur emotion..bt i have my own emotion n feeling too..i don wanna argue..i choose to keep quiet and stand ur bad emotion..I noe tat u r not tat love me..If i argue..u might leave me..i don wan tat kind of ending..I LOVE YOU..tats y i choose to let u show ur bad emotion on me n i juz keep quiet..bt do u noe how bad is my feeling? I have to make sure u r hapi bt i have to pretend im happy to make u hapi..bt im sad inside..all d things i did is juz to hope u wil stay wit me..am i leading myself to a wrong path?maybe my mind telling me d right things..im not d one u reli love..im juz a normal person to fill ur emptyness..at least i own u be4...donno which day until i cant stand n we juz split up..bt im not hoping tat day..i hope wat my mind thinking r juz rubbish..

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