Spilling My Secrets

TRUST is a difficult gift to
give to someone.
When you give someone
your TRUST,
It's like taking a step into
darkness and hoping someone
will be there to guide you.
It's like letting yourself fall
backwards, and hoping someone
will be there to catch you.

It's like handing them your heart,
and saying,
"Please don't break this". . . !!!

Meet wit my long lost friend CHAI WEI SIAN.. Since how long we din meet up dy?lol..having a very nice date today..Three of us - me,cws n kiwi go haagen daaz for ice-cream..we 3 order 1 plate ice cream n share..hmm..kinda weird sharing ice-cream wit a guy..lol...after haagen daaz cute kiwi feel not satisfied n we decide to go baskin robin at jusco to have our second round..lol..eat ice-cream continously...fattening..lol..hope i din gain any weight..im so scare of fat...don care la..eat first...i love ice-cream too..wee <3

Both of us din talk to each other for d whole day.. U saw my status n kinda like reply me by posting ur own status..

Me : I chg my mind fast..don make me do tat..
You : Such emotional n act like a kid..can just tink before put on d conclusion.ruin the day..
Me : You have no right to judge ppl when u r also acting such a childish way.

that is our one n only one indirectly chat.. I don tink im d only gul wil get mad when get ignore..u tired u can sleep..bt at least let me noe..i waited for how many hours juz to get ur respond..bt at the end? end up i talking to myself.. u stil tink tat u have did nothing wrong.. bt 4 me.. is a mistake tat u leave me alone thr without giving me any respond..tis is d way u treat ur gul??hmm..now i noe how "gud" u treat ur lover...leaving her alone without caring her.. when u wake up at least u say a SORRY to me..everything wil be fine back..i juz dn feel nice when u leave me alone..u juz selfish n tink tat u din don anything wrong n said is ok tat i dont find u..FINE...if u ok wit it..then juz let it be..not d first time u treat me like tat n not d first time i get hurt..i should have get use to d style of how u treat ur lover..is me stupid expecting too much from u.. MY FAULT AGAIN..

Y do i always get ignore from u?? Am i reli so invisible to u??oh wow...i always hoping i have a superpower...thanks 4 letting me have it..i seriously don like ppl ignore me..is very rude to ignore ppl when they r talking to u..din u noe??? moreover ur my lover n u keep ignore me..how terrible is tat feeling..watever u busy wit i don mind..u juz tell me u gt things to busy n go do ur things..is better than u din say anything n left..n i like a carzy gul screaming 4 ur name n asking r u thr..how stupid is me...i reli reli HATE PPL IGNORE ME!!!! pls dont do tat again...i don wanna argue..pls la..